Broken hearts parade

I've been doing just fine. I don't know what to blog about. I met these kids. and they give hugs like, obsessively, it's hilarious, loving, and overwhelming. It's only slightly annoying when I literally can't leave because I need to hug 3 people like, twice. and then have a group hug, and then hug them again. and then feel bad because I'm sitting on Kaylee's lap or something and then I'm sort of ignoring Sarah and Dianna, at least it seems that way, but I try not to. But they're really fun.
I'm convinced the English teacher hates Sarah and I. She thinks so too. Because we(at least I) don't pay much attention. I just sit there and talk to Sarah. Or make random comments under my breath to her, or poke her, or mess with her stuff. Plus I sort of said "fucking" kinda loud in the room. She probably doesn't think we have any respect for other people or something. or she doesn't hate us. I hope she doesn't realize that it's not the best idea to have us sitting right next to each other.
Also, I'm massively confused about Hannah. I still love her, but maybe I'm just not in love with her anymore.
I'm trusting that no one reads this anymore in order to say this.
I may or may not like someone. I just don't know. I know who, but not how exactly I feel about her. Yes, her. She's fun, she's cute, we get along, I believe. It could always just be what feels like a close friendship, too. I really have no idea. I don't think I'd want to even get in another relationship, not that we would either way... Because I might get too attached, and end up hurting myself, or her, or others... or something. or awkward. and yeah. I'm not sure. I don't know. Though I think I do want to like her...