let me be your hero

I used to think that I would update this a lot. After all, what else do I have to do? Nothing. I sit on here all day. Which, apparently makes for very lame and therefore irregular blogs. So Hannah gave me that creative writing prompt thing and I'm using one. What else would I write? About my day? I went driving. most exciting part of it. I can't blog about Hannah. Yes, I really, really love her, but I'm not like her in the sense that I can't make an entire blog about it. Even a short one. I'd have no idea where to begin. She says I have some way with words and make her smile and happy and everything, but really, I have NO idea what I'm doing. I usually just write random stuff. But random stuff doesn't mean lies. Just random facts. I think this is the first time I publicly said I love her. This is to say, I'm not over her. This is why, Sarah, I say it's impossible to love her more than I. Because that would be saying you want to be with her. Which I'm sure you don't actually want. I, on the other hand, do. A lot. I would say more than anything else. Because that's basically what it is. I would rather be with her than have anything else. I've expressed my feelings and worries and all that good stuff to her, so I don't see the reason to write about it. Yet I just did. So I might as well stop. or continue if I can. Which I can't. I have nothing else.